Don't you hear 'em chime

Well, yesterday was my 5 month anniversary with *Hossinfeffa, but of course I'm late again.

Anyways, I wanted to express a gift in words, but words are certainly not my strong point. For some reason, I can only express through words properly on a comment or artist's description on here. Sad, I know. But I figured I'd throw together (hah) a gift, then try to express my feelings through this.

CUE SAPPY LOVE STUFF LOLZ

Now, what to say...

I'm sure we all have something in our lives that we bury ourselves into to make us forget the bad-- Be it music, a videogame, a pet, art, poetry-- I have someone. That someone is Hoss.
He is someone I can confide in for anything- there LITERALLY isn't anything he doesn't know about me. He can practically predict my thoughts and actions.
I know I feel protected with him around. He's always right there to defend me, and even if we're 3,000 miles apart right now, even when I'm home alone and clingy at 2AM, just hearing his voice on the phone calms me down.
He is perfect to me. I needed someone who I could nurture and they would like it. He NEEDS it. That makes me feel even more helpful. I tend to be a little overly caring sometimes and wish to nurture people like they were my kid. I needed someone who would hold me when I needed it- he is that someone.

Anyways, I was just informed my time to write this was cut short. So...I'll just get to the point.
I love him with all my heart, and I can never tell him that enough. I want-- no-- I NEED to spend the rest of my life with him. I want to marry him, live with him, have a family with him, grow old with him, and then die with him.
That is my life plan.

Gah, even this pathetic rant wasn't enough.. I love this boy so much. It kills me that I'm so awful with words. I want to express it, so, badly...

But...
I'll do a heart spam instead.



And onto my friends- I will make a picture with a rant dedicated to ALL of them as soon as I can. n_n I'M NOT LEAVING YOU GUYS OUT <3
ESPECIALLY NOT MY AUSSIE SISTERS

Now I must pack, and fly back to San Jose until Sunday. e_e Fun. I hate California..




EDIT
I said more sappy stuff that Hoss would like me to add, and I want to, just...too lazy. SO HERE IT IS IN MSN FORMAT.


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Though there was stuff I forgot to mention in the journal
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Like how handsome I think you are, and how every time I get a good look into your eyes I get lost in them and it makes me smile every time I get to look into them. Not to mention how gentle you are with me and as a person, and how you take such good care of what you cherish
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How attractive I find you
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How you never leave my mind no matter what I do
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How badly I always want you by my side
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There was a lot I forgot
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But god, I hope you know how much I love you
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You truly are amazing
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A life saver
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A blessing
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And a fantastic boyfriend
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As well as an even better husband
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And just perfect in every way to me too
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Because we were made for eachother
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To save eachother
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And lead eachother out of the darkness
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All the crap we went through in our life helped contribute to us being together and now it was all worth it
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Every ounce of pain I've been through was worth it
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Because I have you
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And I will make sure I never do anything to lose you
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You're so precious to me, like a priceless gem ina museum
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For me to protect and for no one to touch
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Because it's my job to care for you
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I WANT to care for you
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Actually, I NEED to care for you
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And yeah, I just love you so so so much
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